Here's some pencil work from when I was about 31 from the looks of the date. The main thing I remember about this was that I drew it to see if I still "had it" so to speak. I hadn't drawn anything for a long time prior to this. Failing at a BFA in college can do that to you. My technique is a little soft in this composition. I'm right-handed and you can see the whole damn image leaning to the right. Pretty amateur stuff. As far as the content goes, I do see remnants of my college experience in there; the African tribal mask thing, Picasso-esque nose and mouth...
(I'm listening to the Blade Runner soundtrack while I'm typing this. Good gravy did Vangelis have a supreme gift for creating atmosphere! It's like all of the world is this dark, pathetic, ugly place full of disappointment and soul-crushing ennui yet it's so comfortable and strangely, overwhelmingly beautiful.)
Getting back to the subject at hand, I think this did sort of mark a new beginning of sorts for me artistically. In the years after this I found myself drawing more, buying sketchbooks, experimenting with black ink and black markers and even starting to scan and digitally fiddle with some of my drawings. A modest rebirth, no doubt, but a personally significant one I think.
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